Hearthwood by Daniel Hughes

Turn,

Turn toward the Flame.
Give it all, let it consume all.
Nothing is free of it in the end,
let its devouring flood your veins
before you die in its fire.

When loneliness rears her ugly head,
and the world lies distracted,
dormant and dead,
look heavenward, inward,
to the Flame.

When all is lost,
turn toward that ember
the faintest of all
no matter the ash you claw through
to find it
however far buried
barely visible on the darkest of nights.
Ask nothing of it,
nor of tomorrow, but
nurture it with greatest kindness,
gentlest breath,
as if all depends on it.

It does.

Know your birthright among
brothers, sisters, stars,
yours,
those you can't yet know
but someday hold dearest,
scattered 'cross continents,
cosmos and centuries.
Those who gave themselves to the Flame
and by it know peace.

When fellow travelers you've found,
weave your feral burning with theirs
in the greatest of kinship and grace.
Dance as that eternal golden braid
incinerates all excuse, complacency and lack,
hearts stretched out to heaven.

Fear no chaos in torrent
or stillness or grief,
let untamed grace find you
'mid the insanity of it all,
and may you wholly find life,
again,
in the Flame of wholeheartedness.

None is yours to claim,
all is yours to give,
to the Flame
that is our severest call
and dearest rest.

So

Burn.

Let it all,
all all,
all,
past, present, future,

without apology,

Burn.

F*cking burn.

There we'll run together.

We'll fly at dawn
'cross that wildfire-charred meadow
as ash and mythic inevitability
birth wildflowers blooming,
where running is ease,
ease, laughter,
laughter, light.

The Flame of reckoning:
the Flame of hearth,
the Flame of hope.
Total surrender to that elemental heat
is apprenticeship to Life itself,
dancing in the flickering air of
freedom.

By the grace of that blessed dance,
with sly grin and rising will of flint,

We'll
Turn.

twenty-twenty-three by Daniel Hughes

A year for the bold embrace of strength,

for measuring our word before speaking
so our words and commitments become
steadfast as the mountains of Nepal,

for the relentless pursuit of
Wisdom and Knowledge intertwined,

for the integrity to live deeply
in a way respectful of the most beautiful
and painful lessons we've been gifted,

for stewarding with care
everything already in our hands
before ever looking beyond,

for the bravery to stand straight as hell
stare down every demon
'til they burn away by the fire in our eyes,

to face everything and bury nothing
walk through the valley of the shadow of death
make peace with our walk
and shy from nothing placed in our path,

to abandon the frivolous and expedient
in exchange for the deeply steady,
meaningful and enduring,

a vear to lav in the trust
that life is at its heart
deeply Good.

a prayer by Daniel Hughes

if grief is the last cried echo

of deepest love,

it must somewhere

someday too be a quiet,

beggaring plea to take gently the mem’ry

of deepest love,

turn from beckoning apathy,

and carry this grace

toward what days and

love lie yet ahead of us.   

tarwater from hope,

hope from tarwater.

alife by Daniel Hughes

each month that passes, the more the little things matter and the less does everything else.

I am alive.

I am here.

deep breaths heal.

the moon won’t leave me.

late dusk wraps me in the gentlest hug.

rain, wind, cold on my face keep me alive.

the ground beneath my feet won’t move, holds me.

miles are walked one step at a time.

many-miles are walked one mile at a time.

I’ll always be home under the stars.

this world is ceaselessly & vibrantly beautiful, if I’ll open my eyes to it.

home —— to learn to garden the steadiness of my own heart, to know in the face of all blinding uncertainty I’ll carry these truths and steadinesses every step of my way, to choose as a way of life to see the overwhelming beauty in every season be it gentle or joyful or heavy as hell.

if home is where the heart is, it might first be within your own chest. close your eyes, feel your pulse. let yourself be human.

close your eyes, open your eyes to the unending beauty this life wraps you in through goodness and heaviness alike.

know your birthright and home under these stars.

orient, reorient your heart daily toward what matters most.

one small step at a time. you’ll be ok.

the ground is still steady, has held you faithfully through every difficulty and yet will on your path.

let the wind, rain, cold on your face keep your heart young & your laughter vibrant.

dusk hugs you goodnight, let her hug you.

the moon will never leave you.

breathe. let go and breathe, sweet friend.

you are here.

you are, wildly and beautifully, alive.